Title: Dreams Of The Heart
Author: Jazz
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Jack/David
Status: Unfinished work. 1st chapter of three.
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Archive: NML official fan fiction site, and Seize The Night....if u wanna post on ur site, just ask!
Summary: A night in Jack's dreams.
Disclaimer: I do not own the characters but i play with them sometimes..wait, that didn't sound right.

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After eating supper, Jack and Davey headed out onto the fire escape to talk. They stood there silently, nervously for a few minutes. Both man stood, trying to look comfortable and relaxed while their muscles grew tighter each moment with anticipation and fear. He couldn't stand it anymore, he had to say something. Finally Jack broke the silence, "So how'd your pop get hoit?"

"Uhm..the factory, it was an accident......he was no good to them anymore so they just fired him," he paused considering his next words and then said them looking into Jacks eyes as he did, "He's got no union to protect him..." Davey smiled and Jack sighed smiling in return.

Davey shifted slightly, rubbing his elbow against Jacks, sending tingles through the cowboy's body. Davey moved again and Jack thought he would break the contact, break the feeling of warmth that moved through his body, from just one simple touch. Instead, Davey moved keeping his arm carefully where it was. They stood silently enjoying the feeling of their body's being so close.....So close Jack could almost reach out and kiss Davey, oh how he wanted to feel the soft, strong lips against his. The lips that spoke each beautiful thought that Davey possessed. He smiled to himself, The mouth that never knew how to shut up, The mouth he desperately wanted to feel against his, the lips he wanted to taste and softly caress. He needed those lips, wanted them ever since they had first met. But he would never have them. He knew that, but still.....he could dream.

He sighed. When he realized he had, his muscles tightened even more, making him uncomfortably nervous, but still Davey didn't pull away. He turned to look at his face in the moonlight, watch the shadows that played on his features. Suddenly his concentration was broken when Mayer Jacob's walked out and asked Davey to come inside. At the sound of Mayer's voice they both jumped apart. They immediately felt the warmth of the others body disappear, sending regretful shivers down their spines.

David told his father he would be in soon and turned to go inside believing Jack would follow him back into the house. Instead, Jack started to walk off muttering a simple "G'night" Davey stopped and turned to his friend, "Jack, why don't you stay here tonight?", "Uh, no thanks. I got my own place...," he mumbled, and forced a smile. God, he wanted to stay so bad. Wanted to spend time with David and hopelessly lie to himself that he could live with just a friendship with David. He couldn't...he wanted more, needed more, wanted to feel David in his arms, wanted to....

//No, don't even think it Jack! Don't want what you can't have! You've done that all yer life and look where it's gottin you!// he sighed as his mind sorted everything out. He walked down the streets to the Lodging house still thinking. //For once I'd like to get what I want, no matter how insane it is...oh, if only Davey liked him in return...why would he?!? I'm nothin'! Not smart and kind like he is...innocent and sweet....No, life on the streets had destroyed him, and now...now he was a Newsboy! Fighting for his food, lying, cheating....David would never want me..// He shook his head and walked into the Lodging house with Racetrack.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Later that Night at the Lodging House~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Everyone was asleep....Except Jack. He couldn't sleep, his thoughts were consumed by Davey. His hair, his eyes, his LIPS! Oh, god...He needed sleep, but couldn't clear his mind. His head throbbed with a headache and the soft snoring of his fellow Newsies seemed louder than ever. In such a short time his world was changed, changed by David Jacobs, his new best friend, his selling partner, his obsession. He closed his eyes tightly and tried to sleep and finally fell into a dreamlike state.

******The Dream

A very NAKED David was holding him, caressing his hair softly and moaning. Suddenly they were on a bed, Jack pushing against Davey, gasping and writhing above him as David did the same beneath. He stared down at the face distorted in pleasure and kissed him slowly. David pulled back from the kiss and yelled, "JACK!" clawing into the shoulders of the man above him as he came. Jack watched Davey come and his cock twitched releasing its own exertions as he screamed his pleasure, "Yes! God.....DAVID!". Afterwards they lay still, kissing, touching, caressing. Just looking at each other, learning each other...loving each other. Finally, David pushed Jack over and straddled his legs as he slowly kissed and licked down his chest. Lower...and lower...and lower...Then Jack woke up.

He awoke in a cold sweat. He wiped his brow and pulled his hand down his chest. Looking down he saw the dream had given him more than one reaction. He curled his legs into himself, feeling the painful pleasure of his hardness against the sheets. Slowly he straightened his legs and lay on his back as memories of the dream came back. //Oh, god....if only i could touch him like that.//

He thought of them laying together kissing, caressing, moving his hand down to the hardness of his awaking cock and pressing down. He moaned slightly as more visions passed his mind. Him laying on top of David, kissing his neck, claiming it, caressing it. Then moving down kissing David's chest, licking circles around his nipples before biting them softly. Soft, feather light touches, caressing down David's sides making him moan as he licked further down. He could almost see David's face, eyes closed, head thrown back in pleasure, leaving the neck open to his mouth. He would lick at the hollow of his neck and then kiss over to the shoulders where he would bite softly. //God, David...// He closed his eyes and allowed more thoughts and fantasies to spew forth as he lifted his under shorts, touching his cock softly. His breath quickened as he touched it, sliding two fingers slowly down its length. He groaned slightly and grasped it fully in his hand. He held it there seeing visions of Davey touching him, him touching Davey, and slowly began to move his hand up and down on his shaft.

He imagined Davey traveling down his chest, lower and lower until finally at the tip of his cock. Breathing on it, sending warm shivers through his body, then licking up its side. Coming to the head again, he would lick the precum, tasting it...tasting him, before finally taking him fully into his mouth. Sucking, licking around the hardness, slowly at first but with growing pace. He would stop and crawl, cat-like up Jack's body, laying on him and kissing him again. Jack would roll him over //He could almost feel the hands on him...hear Davey's breathing.// He would rub against him, feeling the sweet friction of their members writhing together. Wanting more contact he would grind down making David scream his name. He would pull back slightly but Davey wouldn't let him, would pull him back down into him, grind up into him, wanting more. He would press hard into Davey, kissing his neck, licking it, sucking on it. Until he would have to pull away because the pleasure was too great and he would scream "DAVID!!!"

His hand pushed harder and harder down on his shaft, until finally he came, arching his back off of the bed and mimicking his fantasy by screaming out David's name. He turned bright red as some of the newsies awoke...luckily they all thought it was a bad dream. He settled back into his bed awaiting the dawn. Awaiting another day of selling papes...beside David.